I've told you many times and I'll still want to tell you again, I really thank God for having you in my life. Though at times you did not show me verbally and through actions that you care for me and love me, But those little little things that you do and say to me will always be kept in my heart, where you'll always be.
I know at times I'm getting out of hand and hard to handle, your patience is always the alternative for us. And i thank you for giving me another chance too for loving you and being there for you.
I really look forward to the day when the both of us will be walking down the red carpet hand in hand and in the name of love, we exchange marriage rings looking into each other eyes saying, 'I do'.
No matter where my life takes me, my heart is set on you. Like a blossom growing, our relationship gets stronger everyday.
I love you and look forward to spend the rest of my life with you by my side. :)
Happy 1 year 3 months my love.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Mended
He brought me to places i've been wanting to go, whole day giving in to me and wanna accompany me to see doctor.
On our way back, we discussing about what names to name our children, thinking from A-Z and what names that we will never name our children. That moment was so sweet and precious.
Sweets that he bought for me.
Boy
Girl: Davelle
On our way back, we discussing about what names to name our children, thinking from A-Z and what names that we will never name our children. That moment was so sweet and precious.
Sweets that he bought for me.
Boy
Girl: Davelle
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
School reopened
1st day of my year 2 sem 2. Luckily there are quite a number who i know from this class. Joanne, Tammy, Lisa, Joyce and Nicholas. So at least not like previous 3 sems all strangers.
Pharmacology and Toxicology was fine today but the problem really like kinda dry.
Tomorrow i needa reach school at 8.30am! Can die uh!
Top is baby's and bottom is mine. Taken today with some random book he found in woodlands library.
My baby boy sleeping so soundly on a random day he came my house.
I just love this guy more and more each day.
Pharmacology and Toxicology was fine today but the problem really like kinda dry.
Tomorrow i needa reach school at 8.30am! Can die uh!
Top is baby's and bottom is mine. Taken today with some random book he found in woodlands library.
My baby boy sleeping so soundly on a random day he came my house.
I just love this guy more and more each day.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Headache :(
Goshhhhhh!!!! I've finally done with my PP and submitted the draft to my advisor but she never reply! :(
Im damn scared that she wait till like 1 or 2 days or even on the day of the deadline then tell me my PP is rejected! By then i'll have not enough time to edit it lohx! :(
Sigh. Im so paranoid now lahx! :( :( :( (3 sad faces = really damn paranoid!)
Now then i realized next Mon school reopen already! My gosh! I seems to have accomplished nothing during this holiday! :( I never really go out etc or meet up with any friends cause our timing always clashed!!!!!
Either im free and they are busy or im busy they are free. Why man. :(
After seeing my few pathetic updates on my blog that i realised I dont even have time to blog. Sorry people. No wonder many kept asking, 'why you like never blog already huh?' I was like 'huh? No what.'
But thinking of 3 things that kept me busy this holiday, i felt more or less happier. :)
*Not ranking by if it's more important etc.
1st is a secret. :P
2nd is finally i got a part time job during Sundays. Unless now there's extra source of income. Not so pathetic. :D
3rd is you, Davin Sng Ming Zheng. :)
Throughout this whole holiday, we fought alot (not literally) and had many little little argument. Yes, some were big fights that got us both broke down and cried. Hurts were caused to the both of us too.
However, im very glad and blessed that our r/s, instead of going to the end, it got even better. I truly understand the meaning of 'Love takes two'. In the past, often i never thought of me being in the wrong when we quarrel or fight. Instead, i will push all the blames on you and use many powerful words to hurt you. No matter how badly hurt you are, you never shout back at me, push the blames back to me or use the same powerful words to hurt me. But you will take up all the blames and tear away in a corner, never let me know.
I was aware about this, but i will always use an excuse saying that you're just being egoistic and never admit that im in the wrong or what so ever. But the person who was being egoistic was actually me.
This was the reason why i dont want you to always go with what i said and what i want because i know that im being unreasonable and i will tend to be even greedier after getting what i want. Always tend to make you stay by my side and complained about this and that.
Often, miscommunication will occur and we will tend to have big fights over some stupid small little things.
During this holiday, we were busy with our own things. You are not always by my side and this made me learnt that you dont have to always be by my side cause you're always in my heart. So even if you are going to 100 miles away from me, i can still sense that your presence because you are always with me.
We have truly understand one another after pouring out what we wanna say to each other last last Sat night. And like what you say, r/s bound to have ups and downs. When the r/s is facing its downs, we must learn from our mistakes and never make the same mistake again and not keep blaming one another when the mistake was made because love takes two.
Therefore, i will not say i had learnt understand about these but i will say im trying to understand it.
AND I WILL SOON CHANGE MYSELF BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
On our way back from dinner today, we were talking about how we used to dislike one another to me 'wooing' him (it was not really wooing ok :P) to slowly he likes me but REFUSED TO ADMIT! to we keep trying to attract one another's attention to we were together and it's a rough start to now we were already 1 year+ together.
We were calculating and saying that after sem 2, we will be 1 and a 1/2 year together and when we are year 3, we will be like 2 years together. Time pass very fast and we smiled sheepishly to ourselves.
Suddenly, he asked me, 'After my NS we get married ok?' I like huh? And we were like saying we want our wedding to be very grand etc etc and all $$$$$$$$$$$$$ so must plan. Last night when he attended his cousin wedding, he also told me the same thing, 'I wish it was us.' Then go on telling me, 'Our wedding will hold on a dragonboat! I will paddle! :D' ._.
However he said, 'NS will be the period to test our love.'
Well, I believe we will pass this test with flying colours and i wanna walk down the aisle with you and say loudly that 'I DO', putting on the wedding bands for each other and to be announce as husband and wife. I know it's abit foolish but i believe it'll come true as i want the person who will be by my side when im old is you. :)
Ok very cheesy and long winded. :P I shall end with pictures.
Dont ask me why i did that ._.
Im like advertising for my watch.
Im damn scared that she wait till like 1 or 2 days or even on the day of the deadline then tell me my PP is rejected! By then i'll have not enough time to edit it lohx! :(
Sigh. Im so paranoid now lahx! :( :( :( (3 sad faces = really damn paranoid!)
Now then i realized next Mon school reopen already! My gosh! I seems to have accomplished nothing during this holiday! :( I never really go out etc or meet up with any friends cause our timing always clashed!!!!!
Either im free and they are busy or im busy they are free. Why man. :(
After seeing my few pathetic updates on my blog that i realised I dont even have time to blog. Sorry people. No wonder many kept asking, 'why you like never blog already huh?' I was like 'huh? No what.'
But thinking of 3 things that kept me busy this holiday, i felt more or less happier. :)
*Not ranking by if it's more important etc.
1st is a secret. :P
2nd is finally i got a part time job during Sundays. Unless now there's extra source of income. Not so pathetic. :D
3rd is you, Davin Sng Ming Zheng. :)
Throughout this whole holiday, we fought alot (not literally) and had many little little argument. Yes, some were big fights that got us both broke down and cried. Hurts were caused to the both of us too.
However, im very glad and blessed that our r/s, instead of going to the end, it got even better. I truly understand the meaning of 'Love takes two'. In the past, often i never thought of me being in the wrong when we quarrel or fight. Instead, i will push all the blames on you and use many powerful words to hurt you. No matter how badly hurt you are, you never shout back at me, push the blames back to me or use the same powerful words to hurt me. But you will take up all the blames and tear away in a corner, never let me know.
I was aware about this, but i will always use an excuse saying that you're just being egoistic and never admit that im in the wrong or what so ever. But the person who was being egoistic was actually me.
This was the reason why i dont want you to always go with what i said and what i want because i know that im being unreasonable and i will tend to be even greedier after getting what i want. Always tend to make you stay by my side and complained about this and that.
Often, miscommunication will occur and we will tend to have big fights over some stupid small little things.
During this holiday, we were busy with our own things. You are not always by my side and this made me learnt that you dont have to always be by my side cause you're always in my heart. So even if you are going to 100 miles away from me, i can still sense that your presence because you are always with me.
We have truly understand one another after pouring out what we wanna say to each other last last Sat night. And like what you say, r/s bound to have ups and downs. When the r/s is facing its downs, we must learn from our mistakes and never make the same mistake again and not keep blaming one another when the mistake was made because love takes two.
Therefore, i will not say i had learnt understand about these but i will say im trying to understand it.
AND I WILL SOON CHANGE MYSELF BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
On our way back from dinner today, we were talking about how we used to dislike one another to me 'wooing' him (it was not really wooing ok :P) to slowly he likes me but REFUSED TO ADMIT! to we keep trying to attract one another's attention to we were together and it's a rough start to now we were already 1 year+ together.
We were calculating and saying that after sem 2, we will be 1 and a 1/2 year together and when we are year 3, we will be like 2 years together. Time pass very fast and we smiled sheepishly to ourselves.
Suddenly, he asked me, 'After my NS we get married ok?' I like huh? And we were like saying we want our wedding to be very grand etc etc and all $$$$$$$$$$$$$ so must plan. Last night when he attended his cousin wedding, he also told me the same thing, 'I wish it was us.' Then go on telling me, 'Our wedding will hold on a dragonboat! I will paddle! :D' ._.
However he said, 'NS will be the period to test our love.'
Well, I believe we will pass this test with flying colours and i wanna walk down the aisle with you and say loudly that 'I DO', putting on the wedding bands for each other and to be announce as husband and wife. I know it's abit foolish but i believe it'll come true as i want the person who will be by my side when im old is you. :)
Ok very cheesy and long winded. :P I shall end with pictures.
Dont ask me why i did that ._.
Im like advertising for my watch.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
14 months
Im so damn busy doing my PP! :(
LEFT WITH A BIT MORE TO GO AND IM FREEE~ WHEEEEE~~~~ But school's reopening soon. :(
I know i seldom blog nowadays but that's the saddest part, because there's nothing to blog about! :( And Im lazy :P Will blog soonnnnn when i sort out with the photos and most importantly, done with my PP! :D
So stop asking why i never blog! :(
Anyway Happy 14 months baby! Love you! :D
Wait, before i go i got 2 things to share.
1st, i love this sentence, 'The best is yet to be, the road to be the best is infinite.'
Think about it. Everyone wants to be the best even for me too. But i definite best = perfect and no one is perfect so why is everyone still wanna be the best? Why not work on our strengths to balance out our weakness?
2nd, i seriously hate you to the core. Stop acting like you're so wow and stop making everyone feel so disgusted! Yewwwwww!
LEFT WITH A BIT MORE TO GO AND IM FREEE~ WHEEEEE~~~~ But school's reopening soon. :(
I know i seldom blog nowadays but that's the saddest part, because there's nothing to blog about! :( And Im lazy :P Will blog soonnnnn when i sort out with the photos and most importantly, done with my PP! :D
So stop asking why i never blog! :(
Anyway Happy 14 months baby! Love you! :D
Wait, before i go i got 2 things to share.
1st, i love this sentence, 'The best is yet to be, the road to be the best is infinite.'
Think about it. Everyone wants to be the best even for me too. But i definite best = perfect and no one is perfect so why is everyone still wanna be the best? Why not work on our strengths to balance out our weakness?
2nd, i seriously hate you to the core. Stop acting like you're so wow and stop making everyone feel so disgusted! Yewwwwww!
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